Entry: Bila terasa rindu Saturday, March 29, 2008



  As a Schlumberger wife, I've always been told by my hubby to always be prepared for a transfer. I never took it seriously. I know the International Mobile title on him (International Mobile or IM means that an employee must be able to move anywhere in the world in short notice) means that we can never get too comfortable in one place, he can be transferred anywhere the company needs him to be. But then, I never expected 'short notice' means THIS short!

We had just finished packing up, working our way to get comfortable in a place called Bangkok (oh, sorry, I never updated in this blog that we've moved to Bangkok.. hehe) now, he's off to Sudan pulak.. The first time he told me about the transfer I was shocked, I didn't know what to say, I was stunned. But slowly, I began to accept it, I know he didn't want this but he's willing to do it for the family. So sad.

But the problem is once we've started a family, there are a lot of things to consider, such as the financial aspect, ya lah nowadays everything is all about money. I'm not saying we're doing this to be rich quickly, but we have to admit money is an important aspect, for example the time Lyssa was admitted into ICU, I wonder what will happen if it happened when Amy was born instead. (The bill for Lyssa's ICU treatment was 17k ok? And my cesarean was 10k) At that time we were just newlyweds, not much money and the company didn't cover much for delivery too since Asno was a local engineer not an IM (what a crap). Would we go up to the doctor and say "Doktor, boleh tak jangan masukkan anak saya dekat ICU.. kami tak cukup duit" sure cannot lah right? So, thinking about the pros and cons hubby dearest decided to go to Sudan and he'll just rotate to and fro from Sudan to Malaysia occasionally when he's on vacation.

Now that we're in Malaysia, I feel I really miss our time in Vung Tau. To me, that's the nicest place I've been to, with a lot of beautiful memories for us. Nowadays I will always listen to this song my Dafi.. hehe.. Macam orang bercinta pulak.. but everytime I hear it, I will have tears in my eyes. The words feel like something my hubby would tell me.

So enjoy the song ya..:)

Dafi - Bila Terasa Rindu

Apa agaknya khabarmu di sana?
Di sini ku sedang dibelenggu rindu
Beginikah rasa seksa perpisahan
Sungguh anehnya hidup berasingan

Hati terasa bagai tertinggal di situ
Meskipun tubuh dah jauh beribu batu
Sesaat seperti tahun lamanya
Semasa kau tiada
Apa yang terdaya…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Jauh sekali hidup di sini berbeza
Beribu kali lagi ku selesa di sana

Tak sabar menantikan detik kepulangan
Namun hingga itu
Apa yang termampu…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Terlintas di fikiran untuk meminggirkan saja
Semua pencarian di sini
Tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan
Bekalan andainya hari sukar mencabar

huwaaa sedih2... :(

Nina

   7 comments

Name
April 5, 2008   11:56 AM PDT
 
nina, aku plak rasa sedih.tapi betul la.kdg2 kene sacrife something utk get smthing...tapi aku rasa for sure nnti once semua dah ok, korang leh dok sama2 setempat relax2 tak yah carik duit bnyk2 mcm aku ni.penat la nak keje sampai tua...:p
nina
April 6, 2008   01:10 AM PDT
 
problemnya duit sentiasa takkan cukup kan.. maybe kena berani sacrifice sometimes, tak boleh sentiasa nak 'selamat' aje.. adakah patut cari kerja lain kah? :(
ana
April 8, 2008   02:19 PM PDT
 
ala nina sedih lak baca...
sabar2 yer..
..teringat quote prof reza bg smlm .. "how much
money u dont need" ..
yus
April 16, 2008   04:38 PM PDT
 
Ala..ciannyer..so kat M'sia dok kat mana? skrg dah ada 2 princess ek?sama la kita..just to know u better, umo nina bape ek?rasanya macam lebih kurang je kite, yus kalau ikut thn 28 thn ni..dulu UTM ek?amik cos aper?hubby yus UTM gak petroleum engineer grade 2000.
samcun
April 20, 2008   11:47 AM PDT
 
nina!!!! aku pun nangis bila dengar lagu ni huhhuhuhu uwaaa!!!
Term papers
December 1, 2009   11:40 AM PST
 
I really enjoyed reading this article, It's always nice when you can not only be informed, but also entertained! I'm sure you had fun writing this article...
Term Papers
December 9, 2009   01:22 PM PST
 

Nice post. I really liked it.. Don't forget to update it regularly. I am looking for new updates dying to read more stuff from you.

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